冯以量的部落格

很积极的推荐这个部落格。。。
之前，
在董总社区关怀书展看到他的书，
〈把愛帶回家〉〈陪你到最后〉，
一本的内容是关于家庭，
另一本是关于临终关怀。
其实买的时候，
也不知道作者是谁，
只是被内容吸引。

过后，
去研修班认识到zp,
很刚巧的，
在MSN时问他有什么好介绍，
结果他就介绍我冯以量的部落格，
结果自从那天起，
若有上网就会游览他的部落格。

最喜欢的是他与临终关怀的文章。
我们一直避谈的死亡，
在他的文章里显得很正常。
看了他的文章，
心里是平静，
他能够用不是宗教的观点解释死亡。

最近一篇文章很感触我，
也很相应。
这段是我最有感触，最相应的
“我无法忍受你告诉我：我的生命的信仰只有一条路。
  我也无法忍受你要我去相信你的信仰。
  我很开心看到你找到你的信仰。让你能够用这样的方式活下来，还有面对你的生死。
  不过，我请你允许我自己用自己的方式去找到我的信仰。
  让我自己也能够用自己的方式活下来，还有面对我的生死。”
quoted from http://yiliang-room.blogspot.com {我被预言会在2012去世，怎办？}

这让我看见信仰不是只有宗教。
我很赞成他的说法。

labour room visit+donate blood

2day have two special thing that happen，

morning,
we had a visit in labour room,
1st mother,
this is her 1st pregnancy,
so have to wait till 10cm to deliver her baby,
in between she scream and feel want to BO.
during that her uterus contraction is between 8% and 50%.
when she is delivering,
the contraction of uterus is about 80%.
As this is her 1st pregnancy,
so she not really know how to push,
doctor and nurse keeping shouting:
"don't cry, breath in, lift up your head, look at your stomach, don't lift up your ass, push and push!"

at beginning,
when I saw black thing come out,
I'm wondering what is that,
when whole of it come out,
I just realized that is baby's head with hair.
when baby is delivered,
the mummy cry,
and we also feel want to cry.

after that, the nurse(jururawat masyarakat) take out the placenta,(have to done in 30 minutes)
and take out the blood cloth.
the blood flow like water flow from pipe.
They will check whether the placenta is completed or not.
If not, they have to recheck the uterus.

If mom done episiotomy or tear,
the nurse will suture it.
from mom expression,
It really hurt!

One of the moms is same age with me,
she can't hold her push,
after trying for about 20 minutes,*(mom have to deliver baby within 30 minutes)
doctor decide to do vacum delivery.

--MOM is great, LoVe Her!

evening,
my friend want to donate blood,
so i follow her.
unfortunately, her haemoglobin too low,
so I have to donate my blood alone.
I'm nervous,
because this is my 1st time.
As my blood vessel too small,

I have been pocked for 2 times before she get the right one. Owch!!
my blood flow very slow,
so I need 15 minutes.

fINALLY, I sucessfully donate 350ml blood,ＹＥａＨ！！　

supervisor's comment

today,
my neurology supervisor asked me why I take that case.
because that patient don't have any problem in mobility,
the problem is just she have cortical blindness which we cant do anything on it.
now i just realize that the reason I felt so hard to analysis this person is because her problem cant solved by a physiotherapist.
Beside that,
it is wrong to write analysis like this-- to prepare patient for discharge.
because we are not doctor,
so that it is not our job.

Thanks to pn CT(nt real name) eventhough always scold me. Hehe.

should I laugh or cry?

my supervisor(sv):"hua, head have right and left?"
me:"....,no o."
sv:"then why you write-suture at left head?"
me:"hehehehe."(senyum bodoh)
sv:"how to put medication syringe at patient's hand?"
me:"ha?"
sv:"try to put syringe on your hand."(show me the medication syringe)
sv:"take this syringe,remember what is IV DRIP n SYRINGE."

my supervisor and her friends laugh till don't know what to say.
kek qi kek qi (hokkien).

actually,
I know what is the IV drip and syringe,
just because of lazy,
so I just cut many words in my assessment form.
and this give different meaning.

--act, the sentence that i should write is - patient have IV drip at right hand,which connected to medication syringe pump
but i write- medication syringe at pt's R hand

so, 活该咯。。

but it is really funny when I read again, lolzz.....